Lord, can I trust
in You, even if?
Can a mother forget her infant, be without tenderness for the child of her womb? Even should she forget, I will never forget you.
There are two key things to consider when we reflect on Godâ€™s care for us. How far Godâ€™s love surpasses any human love and how far our commitment must go in response to His love.
Even the worst of prisoners, people who have done horrible things, still get visits from their mothers even after long years in prison. When other friends and family have given up and dropped away mom is still there.
As a child and even a young man, when I heard â€œCan a mother forget her infant,â€ I couldnâ€™t imagine a mother ever forgetting her child or acting without love toward him or her. I felt that even if I did the worst of things my mom would still be there for me. She was, through many of my indiscretions. Looking back though I know I was immature, for look at the evils we have seen mothers commit. Most arenâ€™t new, some are. Yet we still stand aghast at the evils some mothers do.
This makes Godâ€™s reassurance even more powerful. His love and care for us surpasses all human love, even the love of a mother for her child. Mom loved me and forgave me, yet even if she didnâ€™t, God does.
Godâ€™s love is perfect and He wishes only to give that love to us, to care for us, to keep us in His care not just today â€“ but forever. That is our true hope â€“ an eternity of perfect, all encompassing, love in Godâ€™s presence.
The past three Sundays we have heard readings from Matthew 5. Now we are in chapter 6; still part of the Sermon on the Mount and still addressing similar issues: the life style of a disciple who, belonging to Christ, must live in the present while anticipating the fullness of the kingdom of God.
Over these weeks we learned about relying on Jesus as well as our family in faith. We learned to live maturely in the mystery of love. We learned that our every action, thought, and response, every routine, must be one with Godâ€™s way – making Godâ€™s perfection apparent in every part of our lives. Now we focus on how a disciple is to trust in the Lord. We learn to look forward with trust, beyond the needs of today, with full faith and trust in God.
This is a time of high worry about jobs, financial security, and how we might fulfill our ordinary needs. We still must work to provide for what is needed for our families and ourselves. This is normal. But Jesus is warning about a preoccupying or consuming worry that makes us less concerned about our eternal salvation and the promise of unending life just so we can have a better today. Our total commitment must be for Him and His perfect love.